Hey YouTube, Alex here.
I'm coming to you today from this beautiful park.
Today's video, I want to talk about a pattern that I've noticed in various expat communities, specifically the online space.
I had this topic come to mind because there's a certain expat blogger, not vlogger, but blogger that I've followed for like 7 years now.
The moral of the story is don't have any heroes or don't meet your heroes.
I recently loaded up this person's Twitter feed, found out they had blocked me.
You might be wondering, what did I do wrong?
In this case, I don't think I did anything wrong.
The last conversation I'd had with him was about 2 and 1/2 years ago when I mentioned my car getting broken into.
This was in the Bay Area near San Francisco.
And he blamed me.
He said, "Well, that's what you get for living in the Bay Area." Now, this is somebody I had promoted a lot.
Not anybody most of you would probably recognize.
Never collabed with him.
Never actually met him in person.
But I was kind of surprised by that because to me, crime is bad.
No matter where you are, doesn't matter if you're in a high crime area or a low crime area.
What's funny is multiple times I'd interacted with him because I'm really a fan of his work, but he was really rude and offputting.
There were other instances where he would contradict himself.
For example, he said, "Oh, well, I would move to this city.
That city also happens to have a crime problem." When people pointed it out, he would block them.
Later, he admitted that that city was no longer under his consideration due to crime problems.
And I seen this interaction between him and other people numerous times where he would say that's not a problem and basically victim blame or discuss how that doesn't affect him and then later he'd put out content acknowledging that's an issue.
For the record, he's in the financial space.
Somebody mentioned retail theft potentially affecting certain companies.
He said, "Oh, no, that's not an issue." Well, a month later, he puts out a financial analysis of a certain retail business and admitted, "Hey, retail theft's a problem." So, there's this repeated contrarianism.
The point of this video is, why are so many expats struggling with Peter Pan syndrome?
They've moved to Neverland.
They don't ever want to grow up.
I get it.
Trauma is at play here.
But I've come up with five reasons as to why I think that if you move overseas, you will naturally encounter some Peter Pan types.
So for a lot of your standard retirees, I would call them guys in your 60s, they've put in the work, they put in a full career, waited till an appropriate age to draw social security.
Some cases, they've raised a family.
They've hit all these markers of what was expected of people of a previous era.
You can tell the emotional maturity that they have because they don't really have some of those edges that some younger men have.
They have this sense of peace, this present-mindedness.
And you see this among a lot of great vloggers out there in the expat space.
But for some guys that are early retirees, I have a different definition.
I'd say early retirees is somebody who's retiring, say their 40s or 50s.
It does apply to some standard retirees as well.
They don't use moving abroad as an opportunity to grow up.
They don't seek counseling.
They don't seek community.
It's a way for them to escape responsibility.
One of the things that I've noticed since I came back is that there is pressure on me to have personal growth.
And some of this is centered around my work.
But some of this is also through having to get along with other people, trying to figure out what people were about or their motivations or and that's led to some personal growth.
has led to me sort of moving toward the middle on certain traits or characteristics where maybe prior I was too far one direction or the other.
When you move abroad, you can avoid that personal growth.
You can move to a place where you don't speak the language or or if you do speak the language, you have very basic understanding.
you're not really getting into in-depth conversations and you can sort of wall yourself off from having to grow.
You can pay somebody to come clean your place.
You can hire a driver, different kinds of services out where rather than taking the time to work through problems, you just pay, right?
You just use your money as a proxy for the work.
And there's nothing wrong with that.
I think most of us like the conveniences when we're living abroad of, hey, I go to restaurants.
I don't really cook at home.
I have a nice modern apartment that I pay pennies on the dollar for.
It's not a million-doll mortgage like it would be in San Francisco.
You have some guys that are attracted to this idea of, hey, if I go over there, I don't really have to work on myself anymore.
I don't have to take care of other people.
I don't have to worry about other people.
It's all about me.
And I I think plenty of guys have earned that.
I should be clear about that.
This is not a total critique of people who want to enjoy their lives.
But just a general observation.
So what I've observed is some people emotionally, they stop growing at a certain age.
And so if you retire particularly early, I think there's some sense of, you know, I never really grew beyond that age.
If I retired tomorrow, I don't know how much I'd really grow emotionally or mentally beyond 33.
I know a lot of people say, "Oh, as an expat, you grow so much.
There's so many challenges." But with enough money, you really square away a lot of those problems that basically cease to be problems.
Look, I don't have to get along with other people.
I can afford a nice uh home on my own.
I don't need a wife or significant other to help make the mortgage or the rent payment.
I don't have to worry about cooking.
Time management is really not a top priority for me anymore.
It can really stifle personal growth where I think some guys they take it to the next level when they move abroad.
Others it's this opportunity to take their foot off the gas and basically to avoid trying to grow up.
I watch this channel analyzing finance with Nick and I'm a fan.
He talks about one of the challenges in the modern world is that you have the opportunity to just move around.
Some guys who have Peter Pan syndrome, rather than try to resolve conflict or to work through differences of opinion, they just up and move, right?
They don't have to deal with a certain issue.
They're just thinking, "Well, I could just move to a different city.
It doesn't matter that I've been unfaithful." People don't really have that accountability to a tight-knit community.
In the case of this blogger that blocked me, uh, he had left his hometown years and years ago and I think he's only been back briefly once and he probably won't ever return.
I was having a conversation last year with an expat friend of mine and he said a red flag to him is guys who are super super defensive.
Some guys are super super guarded about everything.
They don't want to reveal any information about themselves.
They might give you a false name.
How much of this is guys looking for a reset without doing the work to think through their problems, to grow as a person, to try to improve their self-awareness.
for a lot of welladjusted people that when they want to move overseas, they're concerned about the community that they may be a part of.
And I know some people say, "I'll just totally avoid expats.
I'll be totally isolated." But most of us want to be around people who have shared life experiences, right?
We may not only want to hang out with other foreigners, but it's kind of nice to be like, "Yeah, I grew up in this city.
Oh, I've been to that city.
I know that city." You have that sense of camaraderie.
You're not going to necessarily be able to build with locals.
You could still have great local friendships, but as far as shared experiences.
The next point is that life becomes too easy.
So, I remember when I lived in Shiang Mai, my life was very simple.
I would wake up when I wanted.
But I go and get coffee at my favorite kiosk in the mall.
I'd pay like 60 cents for my coffee and I'd drink my coffee and then I'd go to the gym, lift weights for I'd say like an hour, hour and a half, but then I'd go back to my apartment.
I'd teach English online for a few hours and then I'd spend the rest of the day watching YouTube videos, chatting with friends.
I did start to work on my YouTube channel during this time, but it was very low stress.
Ironically, I found myself getting bored after a while.
I found myself atrophy.
When you get bored and you get restless and life is not challenging, then I think you begin to build up some sense of frustration.
That's where I found myself.
And I realized in retrospect that was cuz life became too easy.
My rent was like $250 a month.
I didn't really have anywhere to be.
I could wake up whenever I wanted, could stay up late.
I was in walking distance of a number of different nice restaurants and night markets.
I had some friends, but friendship and meeting up with people is optional.
It's not like a job where with my jobs typically I've had to be somewhere at a certain time.
I've had performance expectations.
I had to do something to remain in stasis to pay my bills.
And that required adaptation from myself.
That required me to change how I was doing things, learn new skills.
So I think that when you are in super easy mode, I met a lot of young guys in various expat hotspots.
It's like they atrophy in a way.
While they have a steady income, most do not have the income to support a family.
I know a lot of people talk about how cheap it is to live in these countries.
It can be cheap, but it's often coming with lifestyle choices, right?
If you want to live in a modest apartment, if you want to drive a scooter only, if you only want to go out to dinner for one person, maybe two, that can be pretty cheap.
But if you're talking about paying for international schools, if you're talking about renting a single family home, if you're talking about buying a vehicle capable of transporting a family, that's not so cheap.
If you want to live a western standard, you've got to have a western or greater income.
I have expat friends in Southeast Asia that support a family and with the amount of money they make from their investments, their businesses, they could live anywhere in the world.
They choose to live in Southeast Asia for various reasons, but they're not limited to the economical cities with the economical lifestyle.
And there's nothing wrong with living that life.
I lived that life.
I plan to live that life again.
As far as Peter Pan syndrome, yeah, I'm probably guilty of that to some extent and I will be when I'm living that life again because there's really not a lot of big worries.
Okay, my rent's 250, my food's 500, my toiletries and other bills maybe they're another 250.
You include electric insurance.
These are rough ballpark estimates.
Maybe I have an income of 2,000 a month.
And I'm aiming for higher than that, but just the sake of discussion.
So, I bank a grand a month for emergencies, but you know, it's still not really in the grind.
I know a lot of us have side hustles, but realistically speaking, you can take your foot off the gas.
I go for my visa every quarter and that's the most stressful thing I have to deal with as an expat is making sure I get my visa renewal done on time.
So that's very different than life here in the states where okay, I've got to go to work which means I've got to get up early.
Okay, after work I've got chores.
I've got to do dishes.
I've got to clean.
I've got to pay my phone bill.
I've got to follow up with a new work opportunity.
I've got to check in on so and so.
And so, the list of obligations we have in the West is never ending.
I have a list of things I need to get done and usually I feel like I check off four or five a week and an additional four or five pop up on the radar because tasks are more complicated here because you're working on your tasks intermixed with work and relationship obligations.
Like I said, when I was in Shanghai, I had very very few obligations.
My obligations were to keep my visa current, uh, to pay my rent every month.
That can lead to Peter Pan syndrome where you're not really challenged.
At the start of every month, I would get a bill for the electricity I consumed.
I wouldn't have to even go downstairs to talk to them.
I would literally transfer the money via electronic payment.
It really didn't require a lot of effort on my part where here in the states, okay, you feel like you're on the treadmill, which in some ways is stressful and tiresome, but in other ways it keeps you growing.
It keeps you trying to improve, trying to improve your station in life.
The next point is some of these expats build their identity on different and with this individual I mentioned at the start.
That's a very common thread in his content which I overlooked because when you perceive value in somebody's work, you try to overlook maybe some flaws or things you don't really like about that person.
But throughout all of his work, it's always there's not too many people like this and I'm willing to do things nobody else is and I'm just more disciplined and there's a kind of self arrandizing I'm special way of thinking behind that.
We all want to feel special.
We all all want to feel important.
Dating is a big reason a lot of us guys move to Southeast Asia.
We want to meet a special someone that makes us feel valued and important.
But I think some people take it a little bit too far and they don't really reflect on how in some ways they're not different.
I mean, for most of us guys, we're going to a lot of the same places.
There's, I would say, a few dozen cities, countries that are fantastic for quality of life.
Most of us are going to warm places with a low cost of living and a good dating scene.
I think over time I began to see expat life as not as special as what it used to be.
I think it's still cool.
I'm still into it.
To me, it's almost become a commodity.
These tropical places with good visa solutions, cheap living with attractive women, they all kind of interchange.
One of the stories that sticks out to me, I was hanging out with a couple of expats in one of these hot spots and we see some western backpacker chicks and they looked a bit disheveled, right?
They were on the backpacking trail.
They were wearing bathing suits and you could tell they were having a good time you while they're on vacation.
I don't mean this in a a disrespectful way.
The guys I was with basically kind of made fun of them without being over the top about it like as far as volume, but implying I should go talk to them or something like that.
And I was thinking, man, you guys have daughters.
Like if those were your daughters, would you have the same joking attitude toward them?
These ladies have parents that care about them.
And they're, from what I could tell, not doing anything wrong.
They weren't rude.
They weren't loud.
They weren't obnoxious.
They didn't say anything at all.
This attitude of superiority.
We're not any better than them.
We're all looking for an economical time when our home countries are super expensive and the weather sucks.
You guys really aren't any different from these chicks that happen to be passing through.
So, I've noticed that among a lot of expats that have this Peter Pan syndrome is I'm special.
I know something everybody else doesn't.
Expat vlogs get hundreds of thousands, really millions of views per month.
And as Western economies get worse, they'll continue to get tons of engagement.
The countries that used to be popular decades ago, I would say Spain, Portugal, are now quite a bit more expensive.
So then it moved on to Thailand which has increased in price.
Philippines which has increased in price.
There's new frontiers.
I would say Vietnam is the next big thing as far as uh the most economical or best bang for your buck country.
These aren't hidden secrets anymore.
It's well known among quite a few people.
These countries are more affordable and potentially more interesting culturally.
offer dating opportunities that don't exist in our home countries, offer unique landscapes and interesting wildlife.
I just noticed this among a lot of these Peter Pan types is I'm different and I'm thinking like, yeah, several decades ago, yeah, you would be different.
This country had a lot of challenges going on.
Now it's pretty stable.
These days, it's a well-worn tourist trail.
It's a place that millions of people visit every year.
And while I love it here, I don't really think I'm special.
If anything, some of the economic drivers have been due to substantial missteps on my part where yeah, maybe if I studied something more valuable or I got into a lucrative trade, I might not be eyeing this place as a long-term option.
So yeah, I I don't understand the I'm different thing.
In the case of the vlogger I mentioned at the beginning, he's been divorced multiple times.
I'm thinking that's not different.
I've been through a hard breakup.
I have quite a few friends who've been divorced.
I think the different thing is to stay married these days.
That's actually the thing that is rarer and especially happily married, that's super rare.
So, if you're one of those people that's different, then you probably have something to teach us.
Those of us who are single or living the bachelor life, different doesn't necessarily mean good.
The next thing is that poor emotional skills can be hidden.
One of the things I complained about about back home when I was living overseas was expectations.
Everybody back home has all these high expectations and in some ways that can be a negative.
I think it can lead to unhappiness but in other ways it leads to growth and development and personal improvement.
So when you're living abroad you don't have the family members saying hey you know maybe you're you're having a few too many drinks or hey you're dating around a bit much or hey you've been neglecting your health.
One of the things that I found when you go abroad is there's not much accountability.
If you want to eat junk food every single day, that's available and cheap.
If you want to drink every day, nobody is going to stop you.
There's no employer that's going to say, "Hey, where are you at?
We expected you here an hour ago." your maladaptive behavior, your toxic behavior, self-destructive behavior, it gets compartmentalized where I saw a lot of people drinking to excess in various expat destinations.
I know it happens in the US too, but it seemed more pronounced in some of these places I went to.
Like cost was not a blocking factor, work was not a blocking factor, family is not a blocking factor.
I think about a guy in a city I lived in and he would often drink to excess, but then his daughter would call him and tell him, "Hey, it's time to come home, daddy.
Like, where are you?" And he would gruffly, "Oh, okay.
I'll come home." And he could never bring himself to argue with his daughter.
That was the moment at which every night he'd go out drinking, he'd cut it off.
And he wasn't drinking every single day, but when he did, he liked to drink to excess.
That was the breaks on his drinking where as an expat you're living abroad, you don't have real connection often in the way that you do back home.
Fair amount of expats, they like the leverage they have in their relationships.
They like that.
Hey, look, I'm paying for this high-end lifestyle.
I don't want to hear no.
I don't think it's all, but I think it's some that they like the idea of having control in the relationship.
They like not being told no or held to a certain expectation.
All this to say that yeah, I mean, I've met expats that are in their 40s and 50s, early retirees that are not emotionally developed.
They don't really have anyone expecting much out of them beyond just paying rent and keeping their visa up to date.
very different from back home.
And I'm in a unique case where I'm not close with my extended family here.
But I still have a landlord and employers requirements, co-workers, people leaning on me that keep me accountable, that keep me continue to try to learn more, to improve my understanding of certain topics, to grow my education.
I've thought about going back for grad school.
If I was retired early, I would not be thinking about grad school.
There's a lot of personal growth that the United States and other Western countries offers people that for some people I guess the pressure maybe the pressure is too much and they want to take the foot off the gas.
I do think it can lead to a lack of maturity for some individuals.
For my final point, some are running from personal problems.
I'm certainly guilty of this.
I've discussed some of my personal issues in other videos you can check out on my channel.
But I think for some people, they want to push this idea.
If I've become an expat, I've made it.
I've won at life.
And you've achieved something.
If you've moved overseas long-term and it's worked out for you, you have achieved something.
You've achieved financial freedom.
You've achieved a more comfortable life than what you could have here.
You took risks.
You're adventurous.
And there's a lot to be said about people that are willing to be cavalier like that.
But on the other hand, some of us are running from personal problems.
And this individual that I mentioned at the beginning of the video, I can relate to him a lot in terms of personal problems.
And a fair amount of these personal problems are not really fixable.
Like if you come from a family that is super super toxic, you're probably not going to fix it.
You're probably not going to be able to sort out substance abuse issues of other people, personality disorders, psychological issues, trauma from childhood.
It's not really up to one person to fix.
I think in those situations, each individual has to come to terms with their issues and try to sort through them.
But in some cases, like my folks have passed away.
I'm not bringing them back.
Hopefully, I get to see them in the next life, but that's not going to change.
I could become a multi multi-millionaire here in the States and my family of origin would remain fairly dysfunctional.
And so you see this with some expats where they get into Peter Pan syndrome because their upbringing, their early life experiences set them off in that direction and for whatever reason, some of it's personal choice, some of it's uh lack of opportunity in their geographical area, they don't really resolve those.
And so they find, hey, if I go over here, all that stuff no longer matters.
it's not in my present day-to-day life and it's not a factor and I noticed that from this guy I was following is that he has this way of avoiding how these issues may have affected him compartmentalizes and rationalizes these difficult life experiences and it's like no those have affected you whether you want to admit it whether you're too proud to admit it people are affected by adverse childhood experiences And I think counseling can be helpful for that.
I think expat life can help with that as far as taking some of the day-to-day stress off.
But I think you have to put in work in other ways.
Maybe when you become an expat, you no longer have to show up at a job, but maybe you try to find some counseling.
Maybe you join a church.
Maybe you do something to where you reintroduce accountability.
you reintroduce having to put in the work, having to build muscle, like maybe you join a gym to avoid getting out of shape like I have.
You have that way of not just turning your back on your problems.
I found some expats, they have this rationalizing, this, oh, my problems aren't real.
they haven't really unpacked or taken them apart or tried to figure out how those problems have affected them in the present.
They could probably benefit from some meditation.
But yeah, that's just something I noticed about this guy.
And it sucks cuz I really looked up to him for a long time, especially cuz we've had a lot of identical difficult life experiences in pursuing his goals.
his single trackmindedness has let certain other things fall to the wayside.
I don't think he's alone in this.
I certainly don't hate him, but it was disheartening when I saw that uh he had blocked me.
And I was even willing to overlook him being rude.
I've worked in a lot of jobs where I've had to deal with rude and frustrated people.
I have a thick skin.
I get it.
People have bad days.
But to me, blocking me was a signal of I just don't want to have dialogue with.
And it wasn't related to insulting.
I never once insulted the guy.
Still don't think that by making this video I'm insulting him.
Uh but rather trying to analyze or assess something that I see within him, within myself, with a lot of guys.
Let me know what you think down below.
Do you agree?
Do you disagree?
Do you know any Peter Pan type guys?
I think it's just the economic realities of today that a lot of guys cannot financially support a family, but also at a maturity level, but also at a maturity level, they're not there.
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